To make the index page a little shorter, I'm putting the old ramblings Kathy and I make here.

Onieta

01/25/03
10:50 - ok, i realize it's been a huuuge freaking time since i updated this part, but you know how just way too many things happen and you think that you'll never get it all down or done or whatever, so you say screw it? yeah, that's basically what's happened with this little blog thingy.

we got a new printer/scanner/fax/copier/huge ass thing, and when i go to scan my comics in, my brother's comp crashes! it's so freaking annoying... so you'll have to wait for the comics that i've drawn. i'm going to put them up for the date that they were supposed to show up, so you'll have to go back to see them.

kathy drew a comic for the winter holiday season, but lost it, and found it a week ago, so i'm gonna save it until 12/01/03. you'll have to wait a little more than 10 months to see it... wow that seems a long time from now, lol. i hope i just keep drawing comics somewhere around those months until then.

kathy and i are going to the HAMUN (houston area model united nations) conference on the 30 and 31st next week, so maybe i can get some good comic-ing during the boring moments :).

10/12/02
15:40 - hi everybody! it's been a month, but i've got comics. i drew for an hour last night, and made a new style (premieres tuesday). i need to find a style that works for me, that wont change everytime i try to draw it. poop.

today's comic is kinda slanted.. sorry bout that. haha, not really :P. excpect slanted comics if i still have to use my brother's comp to scan. do you realize how much effort it takes to scan something, export it, reboot into linux, mount the server downstairs, and put the file on there? A LOT. then reboot back into windows to scan some more that you forgot, or to put some files in a folder that linux can see b/c you forgot to earlier. gah!

if the comics dont show up (like earlier today, thanks Smugami), dont worry, i'll see it soon enough and kick keenspace's butt again. :D

09/11/02
20:26 - yea, so it's the dreaded, erm i mean sorrowful one year anniversary of that day last year. i picked a great day to update, huh? hah.. yea, go ahead and hate me. i'm not a very good american, but so what? it's not like... well, lets not get into that, mk?

in other news, i've had a few comics in my notebook for awhile, but i hadn't gotten around to scanning them and updating. this site needs some lovin. **hugs her comic site** ok enough of that.

as for kathy's comic.... **shakes head** it's an inside joke with her french class... or something or other. she was trying to explain it to me while we were in the first model un meeting, where there were 500 ppl in that tiny room.

i havent said much about school. why? b/c it's boring. and stupid. and dumb. yea, that should have been in one sentence. but you know what? i. can. make. as. much. sentences. and. as. much. grammatical. and. speeling. erroirs. as. i. want. two. so HAH!!

07/30/02
00:10 - yes, new comics. 3 to be exact. more on what i'm doing later. don't feel like explaining now. why? heh... i dont feel like explaining. fc business.

07/13/02
14:46 - hmm, so yea. hi kathy. love ya too, babe. :P did you write enough? haha, i commend you. anyways!.....kathy... you dont need to get much better, you are better than me. haha :D. have you noticed how this is pretty much just us talking, not really about the comic? maybe i should draw some. haha, or you could get a scanner and send them to me WITH your blog, so i dont have to drive down there. :P i'll have to do that sometime, or bring them to your concert and i'll get them then! w00tnesses. death on the snowfield is on too. haha, yea anyways... i think i will draw some more comics, as soon as something funny hits me. **rock from sky hits head** ow... that wasn't funny though. :D

so, there is a lot to comment about kathy's blog. besides the fact that unless you play an instrument and/or have knowledge of music and stuff like that... don't ask. haha, b/c yea... that would cause more talking about music from kathy, and we dont want anymore now, do we? haha, j/k kathy! oo, bbc came and filmed? neeto. haha.

hah, when i get into region... well, thanks for the when instead of the if. lol, what a vote of confidence. ^_^ mmmm, the guy with the long, cool hair... **dreamy look in eyes** mmmmm, hehe. i go crazy for guys with nice hair: thick and/or long and/or BOTH! hehehehehehehehehehe...

look! short little paragraphs. i'm better than you, kathy! nyah nyah. hehe. they also make my blog look longer! muwahahaha.

hmm, don't join crc again. and if you go to read this and know krishanu, or the now-cult we are talking about, do not join it. krishanu will force you to drink koolaie! hehe. and if you don't understand, do a google search on (or just look up) jim jones... haha.

wtf do you mean centered blog, kathy? haha, it wasn't centered, it as just really skinny b/c of my "eeeee!!" thing, so i shortened it down. :P arabian pleasures by piu and picotto is on now. haha. pleeaaasuuuures... mmmmm, hehe. why isn't sean around when i want him during the day? hehe... nevermind that. so..... i challenge you to a spinning contest! (for the hilarity of that sentence, google search: spiffy and chippy "the contest") i bet i could beat you!!! remember at state solo & ensemble? muwahahahahaha... it's fun to spin in a not so circular circle. :P

i am going to galveston on the 19 and 20th of this month. so i will miss kathy's concert on that saturday, but i'm still going to the one on thursday! hehe, ok, i need to end this one. bye bye folks!

07/12/02
00:39 - hey, who said i didn't care about you, kathy? just because i center around your blog.... whatever that means... doesnt mean i dont care about you. it means the opposite! hehe.

yes, crc is now officially fucked up. you have the "oni's "fucked up" seal of approval"... lol if that made sense. it did to me! so if you want to see the whole thing, if you did not get the email, click here to see the email, and johann's comments (every other paragraph).

lol, and if you get confused on kathy's blog... dun worry about it too much, its just us musical genius' stuff :P. ahem, you need to haul ass on violin, kathy?? let me remind you who is worse (but not too much :P) than you. besides me, there is everyone else besides caroline at cyfair. haha. one more thing to be happy that you are really above jimmy. bastard. here is my take on that whole krishanu-change thing. doesn't he seem to be like jimmy, only a little more opinionated and ... like a guy on pms? haha. i want krishanu to go through pms. doesnt it sound good, kathy? lol... anyways.

people who don't drive at all shouldnt complain about traffic. **gives a directed look towards kathy** you don't even have a car. you havent even gotten your liscence yet. you have nothing to bitch about.. yet. ^_^

well, i finished that picture i talked about in my last blog on here. click here to see it. i really cant say enough about it. it is just,... pure brilliance on my part. when i had finished it, i ran around upstairs screaming, "EEEEEEEEEEE!!!" and my parents were all like "what, whats the matter??" and i showed them the picture, and they were speechless. lol so yea. it is good. and its for chelle. hehe ^_^.

wtf is a marenba? and if you don't understand why kathy keeps on saying "mog," it is an inside joke. but i will share with you. a long time ago, when kathy meant to say omg, she accidentally typed mog, so i made fun of her, of course, and now it's stuck. MOG!! lol. now everything we mis-type... yea, we use. like relaly, mog, lvoe, .. and there was one other last night, but i cant remember it. flautist???

i got my hairs cut. no more blue and orange stripes. i got it dyed back to all brown, with light brown highlights, and then i got it layered. looks really good, i was hyper about it. lol, nerd. shut up oni. only if you do, oni. well, i think this was long enough. and i dont want to out do kathy ... for ONCE!... lol. so yea. but btw, i updated all of my pages on this site, and on my other website. ok that is enough. bye for now.

07/07/02
00:33 - Hmm... what happened to that update on the 3rd? hehe, my fault. I recently joined drytear.com and i've been addicted so far. i also got an online journal at the most ghettoest journal site, where you can't do anything BUT put posts in your journal... haha. If you wanna see it, click here.

Last night, and this morning, I downloaded a whole shit load of mp3's, and I ended up deleting half of them... lol. Oh well, I mean, who wants to keep the smurfs' theme song on their computer, much less their mp3 server/firewall??? not in this house!

(21:32:18) h34v3NslilaNg3L: oo i have a suggestion
(21:32:30) h34v3NslilaNg3L: for your comic dont center my blog
(21:32:41) h34v3NslilaNg3L: cuz yours is sooo much longer than mine
(21:32:46) lISilentAuroraIl: ?
(21:33:10) lISilentAuroraIl: lol
(21:33:14) lISilentAuroraIl: do i care?


To answer that, no. No I don't. Cuz Kathy, yous is mah sista! ... my asian sista... lol oo, one step closer to becoming asian!!! Hahaha, riiiight.

Guess what! I've got a new project to use Gimp with!! I was longing for something to do with Gimp, but I hadn't found anything that striked my fancy. Then, after reading Chelle's poem, "Raven Skies," off of drytear.com, I got an inspiration for another drawing. It didn't turn out as good as I pictured it in my head, but then I got the idea to add the trees, cloudy skies, and a moon using gimp!! b/c I forgot to draw them in when before I scanned in the picture... lol. I'm a lazy ass. :P So that is what I'm going to be working on for a while. I'm going to work on this one until I get it just right, even if it takes me 5 weeks... I just hope Chelle can wait that long! Hehehe ^_^.

Go check out my short, disturbing story that I wrote last night in a fit of depression. I think it is really good, considering I'm not good at writing stories. It's prolly better than half of my poetry. Go read it, and if you wish, post some comments about it! Don't be afraid to tear it to shreds, just not literally... ^_~

07/02/02
10:41 - WELL, I am ashamed to know someone personally who does not update his or her comic everyday... wait a minute, hehe. I'm back, even though I never left. I'm sorry you guys, especially Trey (he's been bugging me about my comic and my website, so go bug him about HIS!). I've had a comic from Kathy, I just haven't put it up. I know, I'm lazy... but sometimes certain events in your life just make you not want to do anything, even if you love it.

I finally drew something decent besides these comics. I'll upload it sometime today.

Let's see, wanna know what I've done in the 8-day hiatus? Ok!
Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday: finished summer school.
Wednesday afternoon: crc meeting... really long.
Thursday afternoon: went to see Lilo and Stitch (very sad, but cute movie) with my brother, ate dinner, then we went to the mall.
Friday: drove downtown to the Galleria to have some fun with mom before Kathy's AFA Concert. Then went to her concert.. duh. haha.
Saturday: drove my brother and rents to Huntsville to take him to his orchestra camp, and upgraded my computer from redhat 7.2 to 7.3 (it's much better, I swear!).
Sunday: went out with Kathy to eat lunch, shop for a bit, then saw Minority Report.
Monday: went to Chinatown with my mom, went to the Village to go to 2 bead stores, I finally found the right size pants after going to 4 Gaps (geez!!!), and we went to Tapioca Express twice (b/c in the morning, they didn't have the tapioca made yet).

What am I going to do today? Work on this site, draw some comics, upload my latest drawing, update the poetry section, and upload Kathy's comic. Tomorrow: must go back to Huntsville to listen to my brother's concert, then take him home. I think that's good enough for now, byez!

06/22/02
21:25 - In explanation of today's comic: at orchestra banquet, Kathy danced really fast and really just let go of herself. She moved so fast that it seemed that she was blurring (well, to me anyways...).

Anyways.. in explaination of Kathy's blog: on a strip of the comic, Real Life, the main character, Greg, ate 8 Krispy Kremes in a row, and he phased out of existance. Now it's an inside joke among a small circle of friends.

Ok, for those of you who are, or have been asking the question "What significance does Kathy make on this website?" here's your answer: Kathy is a very close and dear friend of mine (pretty much a sister), and she helped me in so many ways and in so many situations that I could never possibly repay her (unless she feels the same way... haha in that case we're even! :P ). She also helped me come up with ideas for the comic. During the wait for this site, Kathy pushed me to draw more comics in english class because she knew I sure as hell wasn't going to do my work... haha. It was my intention of having her contribute to making the site, but her computer crashes everytime she attempts to connect to the ftp site. This wouldn't happen if she was running Linux like me... heh heh. So now, she emails me her little blog thingy, and I update it for her. She can also make guest comics (well.. so can everyone else. In fact, tomorrow's is a guest comic by Matt, Elaine's boyfriend. And if you don't know what I'm talking about, good! :P ), and if she will let me, I'll put up a section for her artwork that I have. So basically, she is kind of a part of this website b/c... I WANT HER TO AND YOU CAN'T STOP ME!!!!! Muwahahahahahahahaha... Hmm, now that that's done and over with, about my life as we don't know it.

Only 4 more days of summer school because I get to exempt Friday for not being absent. I'm still working on moving my website from geocities to swooh.com. Now what? I've felt the need to draw something really elegant and complex, but I've no inspiration to go upon. Oh well, bye for now.

06/19/02
21:33 - Summer school is tiring me out, and it doesn't help that I have Civil Rights Club meetings afterwards. I am totally drained physically, but I am keeping up with making comics, even if I make them at 9 pm... haha.

Guess what!!! A poem I submitted to YWAM was accepted and put up on the website under the Poetry section of the Submissions. Wai wai! I was really happy you could not believe! And while you're there, read the manga, and maybe buy some merchandise! **waves to Aoi-san** There is also a link to it in the Links section on this website. Ok, bye bye for now.

06/15/02
11:49 - Hmm, turns out Kat does know html, so she's gonna do stuff to the site too! Wai wai! Hehe, ok, that's enough kiwi strawberry diet ice botanicals. Ooh, my mom's back, and now I can take her out for a few hours. Bye byez... muwahaha, I'll edit some more later... hmm, new layout?

06/14/02
19:52 - Wai wai!! Kathy's back!!! Hehe, I missed her. She liked the comics, and so I linked her poetry to the poetry index with her permission. Maybe soon I can get her ratings and/or comments on some artwork, and get her to do some guest (but not really guest...) strips. Or maybe she can just strip... hehe, j/k Kathy!! I'm glad you're back girl.

06/13/02
06:00 - Yes, I actually have a tape ball. Some things in the next 2 comics are true, while some are fake (you'll be able to tell). Right now, the ball is around 6 inches in diameter, and I still have rolls to add to it. hehe...

06/11/02
21:38 - Hmm, I drew a comic this morning waiting for Elaine to pick me up, I'm so proud of myself.. heh heh. Now I'm just waiting until my brother stops playing on his computer so I can use the scanner. I used to have the scanner hooked up to my computer, but Linux doesn't have anything that will work with a scanner (not that I have anyways...).

Oh, I finished all Artwork pages, and now I'm working on the Poetry Pages.

See, Kathy is on vacation at Yosemite, so that's why she isn't doing much.. not like she could b/c she doesn't know html. Oh well, she will be happy when she comes back to see all of this up. ^_^

06/10/02
22:52 - OMG today was long. (MOG, hehe (inside joke w/ kathy)) It was the first day of summer school, which went ok. Then a Civil Rights Club meeting (that I almost didn't go to b/c I was really tired) that went TOTALLY BAD b/c everyone is always in a power struggle with the other, trying to get what they want to say heard (and then they become hypocrites by doing the exact opposite of what they preach to us in a voice slightly louder than the rest so we can hear... heh, now I'm rambling, but trust me, today was bad and long and tiring. I did meet a really nice guy who is going to be a sophomore next year and is blind, but he's going to a different school. (**snap** heh, j/k. I don't want him like that.) Oh and by the way, I just woke up from a 3 hour nap. ^_^ hehe yea I know, I'm a loser; a tired loser. Hmm, well, I was going to go play Eternal Eyes on PS before or after my nap, but my brother is playing ff8 right now. He's on the 1st cd, just starting out (after having the game the longest out of all that we have for the PS). Well, I guess that's because he beat "Legend of Dragoon" in 101 hours... heh, n00b!! Another reason I went to take a nap: my internet access went down. There's something wrong with the mp3 server/firewall downstairs. I can mount the filesystems and whatnot, but I can't get through to the internet. I even tried rebooting, and it didn't work. Dad's not going to be happy when he discovers he can't connect to work from home (he telecommutes for Shell Oil. Co.) and has to go downtown! Muwahahaha... yea, so I can't upload all the webpages that I have ready to ftp b/c... I can't connect! Grrr.... I'm hungry. I guess I'll go back to bed soon. Elaine is driving tomorrow to summer school, so that means I can sleep a little bit more.. heh heh. Wow, this entry was long, maybe I'll stop now. Bye-night!

06/09/02
15:58 - Ok, I changed the colors as you can see. The dropdown menus are all out of alignment b/c there is supposed to be the Keenspace Dropdown menu, but there is something wrong with the asterik tag and it's not showing up. Oh well. I was pretty close to finishing the Artwork page, but then my computer had to get all pissy at me and the whole 3rd virtual monitor froze (that's where the editor was)!! Grrr at you, 3rd screen! Oh well again, good thing I saved not too long before it froze. :D I just like freaking out at the little things sometimes. Where the hell is Kathy today?!?!
11:45 - Ok, so I have some more comics lined up... sort of (don't ask), and now I'm working on the other pages of this site. I'm trying to get my good friend Kathy to make some ~guest~ strips, but I have had no luck so far. Summer school starts tomorrow, and guess what I'm taking. P.E.!!! Hahaha, actually it's nicer than taking it in the regular school year because you get to go swimming and bowling at the local bowling alley. And on top of that, it's only 3 weeks long for a semester instead of 18! Woohoo. (notice the enthusiasim... haha)

06/08/02
time? - I swear I can draw better than these mutated-stick people I use in my comic. I'm just too damn lazy (I think...) to do them better. Need proof? Go click on the Artwork button over there on the top. GO NOW, BEFORE I SEND THE EVIL, RABID LITTLE BROTHER TO MAIM YOU!!!

Kathy

07/21/02
16:37 - yay onis back! hehe! anyways...im sad that afais over ; _ ; its gone by too fast...well i guess ill go back next year...now im going to try and get brandy to go back...im sure kevin will want her to! hahah! anyways ONI YOU NEED TO UPDATE! lol im sure you know that though ^_^ ::sigh:: i dont really feel like writing/typing though...bleh...hmmm why is the phone next to me?? o yes... hehehhehe well if you dont know then too bad but i know! hehehehe ~^_^~ yes so....im going hehe

07/14/02
17:03 - whoa....this morning i went running on my own free will....now thats scary....ok take it like this when i work out...the world is ending seriously lol noooooooo ok anyways...mog and im going to do it again tomorrow ><

soooo....lets see we are supposed to talk about the comic eh?? hmmmmmm lemme think...well for one: i think that ONI SHOULD DRAW MORE COMICS!!! hehehe ::turns aside and whispers:: but i think that she already knows that ^_~ i hope......shes had my comic...my bad comic up for a week now! >< >< >< no more comics for me! I QUIT! HAH ok no not really...but i will take a lil break haha ::mutters under breath:: haha 'lil' break....you will see what i mean by 'lil' ::laughs evily:: ummmmmmmmmmmm ::stops and turns and sees oni:: ackkk i ummm was just....yeah....you know... lol ok ok

resident evil huh? some time when i go over we will watch it...when can i come over? of course this weekend you just HAVe to go to galveston....::sigh:: i mean you are leaving your computer..::shudders:: how frightening lol ...and what about sean??? mog you are just going to leave him here all by his lonesome??? ::pities sean:: o well...lol

yes anyways...i finally figured the joys of typing in paragraphs...reading one long one is crazy really...hehe and it looks like you are actually writing a lot...

so anyways back to the comic....hmmm i got some readers...ill try to get more though...if i can...i mean when they see my comic its like "::gasp:: what the hell was she thinking" lol and then i say "i drew that" "ooo...umm..well i mean it was good...." haha no they dont really say that...actually someone appreciated the stick figures! ^^ im happy lol sadly to say that anything will right now....::hangs head:: me and my piece of shit sticks....riiiiiighht...

hehe for once im not boring you with music! ^^ whoa....the world is ending again?? hahah j/k ok i will sop my maddness hehe ^^

07/13/02
11:33 - o i will hafta worry about traffic now! i need to get there on time! you dont know how that conductor will react when you get in late! hes crazy i tell you! anyways haha i learned lotsta new words there! o i think i will just blog for now....and yes i really do need to haul ass on the violin. you dont know mr rubin...hes also crazy...and really tough but hey it helps! im getting much better!! hehe finally yesterday at my lesson he didnt yell at me! yay!^^ breakthrough! hehe but i still need to fix some intonation problems...and some rhythm problems in the slow etude. man all i talk about is music now...its sad...lets see...what ELSE have i been doing?? absolutely NOTHING! hah! so as you can see all i can talk about is music...oo the bbc came and filmed yesterday. it was funny during music theory everyone is always asleep and when the bbc fulmers came in everyone suddenly sat up and began to take notes hahaha slackers arent we??? hehehe well lets see...my quartet is coming along quite nicely.....we just need to get this ONE part and we will be good. the violist moved so we have an intern now...we have no coach because he is the department chair so he needs to check on every other group, but vera (violist intern) critiques us as we play...is that how you spell it?? ooo and oni when (hah i said when not if) you make region i will introduce you to daniel and kevin hehe ^^ they are in our region cool eh? kevin was even in my orchestra its just that we didnt know each other...but hey its not like i would have talked to any cellos i mean....not even doug...>< ughhh nope ahhhhh and the guy with the cool hair?? yeah hes in our region too! haha so i can introduce you to him too...if he doesnt forget my name....::sigh:: he is very forgetful of things like that...especially names...its took him about 2 weeks to get my name. lol

perhaps i should use paragraphs too...one humungous one is very insane....as i have seen before... anyways...about CRC i think the notion of it is great...but now suddenly everything is falling apart for some reason. i mean yes its summer and its hard to get everyone together at the same time and place but i dont think that you should vent your anger towards that. its really hard for me to make the meetings too even though i would like to be dedicated to it. so now im not sure whats going to happen. but when school starts or rather when afa is over i will have much more time at my disposal to concentrate on other things such as crc and violin and things like that...

yay im happy that my blog isnt centered anymore! hehe thanx oni ^^ guess what guess what?? ::jumps up and down:: i might get another violin or fix so that it sounds good or get a really good bow! hehehehehe yay!! (o jeez more about music) i talk so much about it but im not even going to go on in it....well im not really sure...i mean its so hard as a violinist and then i would go crazy if i were to teach some jh or hs...i mean you gotta be really really good to teach at universities and even better to be a soloist man that would be like a dream come true... ::stares off and dreams:: .......::siiiighh:: that would really be fulfulling i think...to me atleast...i only had wished that i had started earlier in learning how to play. ive only been playing for 5 years unlike most people who have started playing since they were two ::looks at brandy:: or has a parent who is in the houston symphony ::glances at shoshi:: nooo actually im ok with it i only regret having a not so great teacher for 3 years ::sigh:: it was a complete waste of time....ive only recently disovered how much i love playing in freshman year when i switched teachers to mr yang. but i only had him for more than a year and now its mr rubin and he is definitly a great teacher. mr yang was good but he didnt explain things. he just forced you to move up by playing many many pieces and etudes which is good if thats your style.

ooo spinning contests are fun!! haha i won too! i spun around 41 times! but i wont ever do that again! its crazy! and you feel like you are drunk afterwards...and you get a massive headach...but its pretty funny watching other people spin around cuz they dont spin in a nice circle...hahaha i did though hehe! ok so next we will have a water contest whatever that is...kevin will explain next time...

ooo CONCERT ON SATURDAY!! AT EPISCOPAL HIGH..ok thought i had to say that and i have a concert on tuesday...its a chamber one so if you are interested in listening to beethovens op 18 no 1 movement one you can come and listen to us...the one on tuesday is at 730 and the one on saturday is at 530 i think ill keep updating.

07/11/02
16:47 - ok since oni doesnt care about me ::sniff:: im going to write this long ass blog (riiiight). hmm well whatever happened to the CRC?? im sooo confused! if i had gotten that email i would have been like "you fucking idiot...im quiting...o wait...you just kicked me out since im not 'as smart as you are o holy righteousness'" yes anyways but i didnt get that even though i would have thought that i would have been the first...i try to go to everything but this is getting out of control...whoa now...lol right....ok so my life is completly hay wire! im sooo serious! im sooo freaking tired from practicing... and then when i have lessons i get yelled at by mr rubin because im not in-tune grrr i hate it cuz then i go home and practice and by the next week i think that i have gotten it...but turns out that i havent....yes but my friend over here ::looks at brandy:: is perfect but she says she isnt....grrr i wish i were as good as her...i think i really need to haul ass with the violin though. anyways its taking over my life! mog that is scary.....ahhh and then traffic is sooo bad! it takes an hour to get from episcopal back home! ahh last time i talked about sixteenth notes (well it was awhile ago) yeah it wouldnt be that fast if it were slow like in adagio but it wasnt...it was like 150 per quarter (in other words FAST)...we have another concert next week on friday....if you are interested...we are playing the new world symphony. its awesome! and i realized that john williams isnt a genius...he takes other composer's ideas...like the holst and now from dvorak...the jaws theme...yeah if youve ever heard the new world symphony you would know what im talking about...and then theres going to be the concerto competition winners...this years isnt as good as last years...its a piano and basson...i think the violin and marenba (that how you spell it??) mog that would have been soooo awesome! i wonder how the orchestra would have accompanied that one??!?!?! hahaha it would have been different...ooo and the bass was sooo awesome! i have never ever heard of a bassist ever go soooooooooo incredibly high! but he did really mess up....ooo and i thought that the piano want really good...she ws very technical but no musicality....i think one of the flautist (yup thats how you say it) should have won...one got an honorable mention...but thats it. the saint-saens was soo good but she didnt win either...anyways....im sooo tired from this camp! it has taken sooo much out of me! more than last year...i think...riiiight so what else do i have to say? hah ummm im going to new york sometime! yay! im going to have soo much fun hehe ^^ im gonn a go shopping there lol suuure i couldnt afford anything....you think this is long enough?? im not sure if i send it then ill hafta wait the next day.....hmmmm....ahhh i have another comic too.....but iono when to give it to oni ooo i know when i see her!!! wow im soo smart hahahahhahaaha j/k j/k man i am really tired today! ok im done im going to practice now byebyes! ^_^

07/05/02
19:40 - rite so i havent updated in awhile yeah yeah who cares?? anyways i hoped oni and allison and clayton liked my concert. it was really really long! the planets took a hour to finish and it was an arranged piece along with 2 of the planets taken out (pluto wasnt discovered when holst wrote it) <-- you should learn some music history you know hah....yes soo i hope campings gonna be fun...>< nature...wow...like my backyard isnt good enough ::sigh:: hehe no ive gotten out....o_0 suuuure you have kathy hehe alrite! 2 more weeks of afa and then its over! but then right after that im going to have **grrrrr** whatever that scholars program! geez damn this! no fun in the summer! well i do get to go to new york in august...but i dont get to go to boston to watch my cousins wedding...whoa that how you spell it? it looks kinda funky.....

06/23/02
23:56 - onieta is the closest friend ive ever had and she is definitly like a sister to me and she has helped me through the good times and the bad and also came to UIL competition for moral support hah! that was the best trip ever! also she made my sophomore year sooo much better in english. i dont know what i woulda done without her ^_^

i know i havent been doing much lately but its cuz of all the music that im doing right now but when its ALL over...i swear ill do more okies? ::lifts up three fingers:: hehe girls scout honor! ^^ anyway it is true that every time i try to ftp my computer screws over and dies! grrrr but i did do one guest comic and i have a couple more to come perhaps mostly related to music or playing the violin because the fact that most of my (pretty much) life right now is music...yes well...ooo no my artwork! mog! haha its sooo....ummm whats the word im looking for...sublime (perhaps) compared to oni's! really i mean come on how good can you get STICK FIGURES to look??? lol ^_^ i am soo untalented in art...unless you actually force me to do it...yes that happened once when i was like 10 and was put into an art class...youd be amazed at what i drew in that class...but anyways that isnt the point! ahh the joys of bring multitalented...god i miss those days....wait a minute! ive never ever had that! ::slaps head::

06/22/02
21:23 - whoa...i phased out of existence....hah i ate 8 krispy kremes in a row!! wahoo! ^^ was there a crc meeting today??? who knows...but monday i get to go back to afa...yay...anyways theres a concert on friday the 28th if you want to go...its a episcopal high school on 610 and bissonet (is that how you spell it?) umm at 7:30 pm in umderwood theater...if you have any questons on how to get there....ummm IM me or something like that...

06/19/02
22:03 - wheeee music theory! hahaha no! my neck feels like its going to fall off! sectionals are so picky! mr porter expects everyone to sight read up to tempo and there are a million SIXTEENTH NOTES EVERYWHERE!!!! yes well.....ahhh its sooooo hard to make the crc meetings since they are in the early afternoons! ::sigh:: what am i to do? what am i to do??

06/18/02
07:29 - well i cant update the comic so oni needs to do it for me.... and you know how i had put a comic up?? well i dont give a fucking shit if you think its dumb! there! hah! anyways......im sooooooo glad that im back...yet now i need to practice 5 hours every day! well perhaps 6...ok well its not that bad...honestly! ^_^

06/15/02
22:19 - testing... testing... for kathy... hehe...